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chainkeepustogetherr · 11 months ago

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FLUFF ALPHABET, JEFF BUCKLEY

( A ) AFFECTION - how affectionate are they?

oh do not even get me started… he is genuinely the pure definition of affectionate/an affectionate person. no matter what time it is, what vibe it is, where you guys currently are or what you both are currently doing, he certainly will show an unadulterated & unconditional amount of affection towards you. wether that be verbally or physically, it don’t matter one bit! he absolutely loves showering you with love at all times <3

( B ) BEAUTY - what do they admire most about you? what do they think is your most beautiful feature/attribute?

he loves your eyes, he finds solace & peace in lovingly gazing into your eyes. he often finds himself writing poetry in his mind of a million different ways to eccentrically describe them. same thing with your smile, there isn’t a lot more he loves then seeing you smile! especially when its caused by him <33

( C ) CUDDLES - do they like to cuddle? and if so, how?

YES. YES AND YES. it genuinely soothes him like no other. after a long, meticulously stressful day, his only remedy is eloping himself into your arms, or you into his.

& he is most definitely the skin to skin, chest to forehead type cuddler as opposed to spooning or any of the other “techniques”. it makes him feel as close to you as possible.

( D ) DREAMS - how do they picture their future with you?

i feel like, jeff’s not prone to thinking about the future, although. he is certain that a life without you in it would be bleak & miserable, & that he wants to spend the rest of his days as your lover

( E ) EQUAL - are they the dominant one in the relationship or passive?

i think he would definitely share both characteristics, not necessarily confined to one.

( F ) FIGHTING - what are they like during a fight? how quickly would they able to forgive/be forgiven?

id say jeff would be the kind to use words as weapons in an argument, though he would never ever raise his voice at you, or yell in any form. the second he sees tears forming within your eyes, or noticed your lack of verbal communication, he instantly rushes to your side, exclaiming how sorry he is, & how what was said wasnt meant, & that he loves you dearly

( G ) GENTLE - how gentle are they?

EXTREMELY. gentle. so so so gentle to the point where sometimes you feel as if he sees you as fragile, in the most wholesome way possible. his touch is the most delicate & gentle, alongside the way in which he tells you he loves you.

( H ) HONESTY - do they have any secrets from you? or do they share every little detail?

oh, every little detail is 1000% shared. he tells you everything, from birth to current day, mundane & classified as “boring” to moments that shaped him, its almost as if you know him just as much as he knows himself.

( I ) I LOVE YOU - how long does it take for them to say the L word? how do they say it?

he says it practically the second he feels it, most likely through a letter/poem he wrote you, or as he’s admiring you, seemingly dozing off due to his fascination with you

( J ) JEALOUSY - do they get jealous? if so, how?

yes, he tends to get slightly jealous at times. it truly depends on the person & situation. its more so a jealousy in the sense of, “thats MY lover, not yours” as opposed to an insecurity or controlling based jealousy. when jealous, he often becomes slightly smug, boasting that you are very much his, & he has the gift of being able to love you, & vice versa

( K ) KISSES - what are their kissing habits? are they a good kisser?

soft, slow & sensual would be 3 words to describe the way he kisses you. its hardly ever rushed, only ever filled with love & admiration, even in more sexual settings. & lets be real… 10/10 kisser.

( L ) LOVE CONFESSION - how do they confess their love?

1000% through a (not so) discreet love letter, pouring out every ounce of emotion he has felt for you from current day, to the moment he first laid eyes on you.

( M ) MORNINGS - how are mornings spent with them?

mornings are sooo incredibly soft w/ jeff. 9/10 you wake up entangled within each others arms, legs knotted up together, hair a total mess. he often mutters a “g’d morning my love”, before pressing a lil kiss to your temple, inching himself closer to you than before. though, morning sex is almost always guaranteed as well

( N ) NIGHTS - how are nights spent with them?

nights are often really, really calm. theyre usually spent cuddled up together on the couch, watching a stupid tv show/movie, or dancin’ around the apartment with some zeppelin playing on vinyl

( O ) ON CLOUD NINE - what are they like when they are in love? is it obvious for others? how do they express their feelings?

oh, its so stupidly obvious to practically everyone. the way in which he looks at you with soft eyes, always protective over what youre doin’, constantly asking for you to come to shows, always boasting about you, spending his afternoon’s writing poems about you, the list goes on.

he expresses them through “jokes”, or sarcasm hidden as the truth. example being, you boasting about a kind favour jeff did for you, & one of his bandmates/friends exclaiming it to be “him being totally head over heels for you”, jeff often “sarcastically” nods along saying “what can i say? its true, im totally in love with you”. “sarcastically”

( P ) PDA - are they upfront about their relationship? do they brag with their s/o in front of others? or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

i feel like, jeff would often times keep his relationship details private, feeling as though he wants to keep it between you & him, as his own, but he 10000% brags about you at any given chance. wether that be to others, or privately in his journal. though he will show you affection in public whenever he deems necessary. by no means will he stop simply because people are around

( Q ) QUIZZES - how much do they remember about you?

oh. this man remembers everything. you mentioned months ago how youd love an amethyst pendant? 4 months later he hands you one in a velvet bag. you mentioned years ago you loved glitter pens when you were a child? the ink recently ran out on your favourite pen? guess what kind of pen jeff mysteriously gives you? a glitter pen. he remembers your order to every food store, he notices & remembers the things that calm you down, the way you react to specific things, everything,

( R ) ROMANCE - how romantic are they?

i dont even need to go there.

this man, will write you novels upon novels of poems about his undying love for you, without any form of reasoning. he would do anything for you, anything to make you happy, & anything to show you that he cares

( S ) SECURITY - how protective are they of you?

extremely protective. again, he would do anything to make sure you were happy, healthy & safe. even if it meant risking something of his own.

( T ) TRY - how much effort do they put into dates/special occasions?

so so so so so so so so much effort. he’ll plan it for weeks upon weeks, remembering every little thing youve told him you loved or wanted, & placing it into one (multiple) special days.

(A/N;)

a blurb & other lil proper works are comin’ soon !! currently in the making<3

FOR NOW, enjoy this !

#jeff buckley fanfiction #jeff buckley fanfic #jeff buckley fluff #jeff buckley x reader #rock fanfic #jeff buckley headcannon #jeff buckley fluff headcannon

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jenyifer · 1 year ago

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Hum I realized I haven’t shared any of my book recs on here. I know I should watch new bl. I plan on finding something in June.

Since I got broken up I’ve been reading lgbt books. My ex gf had been showing me things about being lgbt that I had never imagined before and without her I still wanted to learn to experience different stories. So I used my love of fantasy and sci-fi and started listening and reading as much as I could. I don’t really care for overly spicy things but I like when the characters are realistic adults. So keep that in mind with this list.

1. The House in the Cerulean Sea 10/10 Fantasy great characters and mc growth. Found family always gets me. The ending was perfect. I’ve listened to it 15 times and forced my parents and uncle to read it. I’m excited for book 2.

2. The Darkness Outside of Us. 10/10 Sci-fi Space. This book made me feel so much. Surprised me. Had me gasping for air in my cube to the point people had to ask if I was okay. Had me running to the car to cry as I listened to the last part. Go in blind and enjoy the space and gay of it all.

3. Dark Rise 10/10 Classic Fantasy It is incredibly rare any book surprises me. Most of the time I can guess the plot a mile away. Dark Rise hit me over the head a couple times had me crying. But it was so epic and adventurous reminded of the feeling I had reading David Eddings as a child. (Not that lgbt as I would have liked but… it was there I assume book 2 a lot more)

4. Iron Widow 10/10 Sci-fi Mechs Fantasy Post Apocalypse I adore a mechs and history. It was extremely exciting. I adore the main couple even though main girl is actually mentally unstable but you love her anyways.

5. The Extraordinaries 9/10 Superhero. The main character is lovably stupid aside from his ADHD which I can relate on. I loved the lesbian side couple. The story was fun felt like it was written for the early college me who loved superheroes.

5. Adam Binder Series White Trash Warlock 9/10. Urban Fantasy. It gives me flash backs to Harry Dresden and Iron Druid but not in the obvious way just in vibe. I love main characters being country. I’m from Mississippi not Oklahoma but I can relate to being a gay in a small town moving to a big city. I love the main couple. The mystery magic system was interesting. I wish it had a bit more romance actually. Just because I love the main couple and side characters a lot and want happiness. I wish I could get more people to read this one it’s wonderful a lot better than a lot of urban str8 fantasy I’ve read and it was my main category for years. The mystery element was decent. I need to start book 3.

6. Ocean’s Echo 8.5/10 sci-fi mystery the main characters are… so wonderful. They are extreme but I love them so much. I’ll protect them to the end of days. I have this book over it’s… I guess in the same universe book Winter’s Orbit because I think the mystery suspense is more intense in Ocean’s echo also much more spacey sci-fi. Romance is also arranged marriage but is VERY different from winters orbit. I wish… I wish this book wasn’t associated with the other because it gets unfairly compared because the narrator is the same etc but Ocean’s Echo is great in its own right and is definitely not a copy

7. Winter’s Orbit 8.5/10 MYSTERY sci-fi edging on fantasy. Arranged marriage. Slow burn. These characters are also 10/10 I love them. I have experienced an abusive relationship before and appreciated seeing a character with the scars a similar past. Often if a character is portrayed as in an abusive relationship they focus on the event but it effects Everything in your world. Even now I have these scars after 8 years. I loved the mystery it was the main focus which I liked. The romance felt natural.

8. Fragile Remedy 8/10 one of the first books I read it made me cry and was a good single dystopian gem. Had a real… divergent hunger games kind of vibe to the world from what I remember.

9. Lightning struck heart 7/10 classic fantasy this is what I said on my insta at the time “It is an extremely comedic fantasy adventure with wizards, unicorns, knights, and dragons. Right up my alley! However the ending was disappointing. I'll listen to the next book in the series and hope it improves. Just found character arch unbelievable in last chapters.”

10. A wish upon a star by tj klune ^follow up books I read like 4 of them 5/10 I did stop listening to it this is what I said on my insta “Well I continued listening the tales of verania series and made it to the original end of the series. I'd say if you want a gay fantasy comedy without too much thinking Listen to the audio. Narrator is the biggest part of why I didn't quit. Idk if I'll read the other books though it is very friendship is magic smooth brain ideas I've read”

Unable to finish (been desperately trying to find a lesbian story and finding nothing)

Girl, Serpent, Thorn 4/10 my review from insta “Unable to finish it. The world is interesting. The first 3rd seemed promising but after major conflict the writing goes way down. But the MC doesn't grow. The f/f is so shallow it made me roll my.eyes until I had to stop listening. Wanted the bad guy to win and kill everyone”

The Midnight Girls. So intensely annoying and childish. I couldn’t do it I think I made it to chapter 3 but it was a struggle.

In the ravenous dark. I got to one third of the audio book and had to stop. The universe was okay but main girl was very annoying. Was kind of hoping her and the ghost would be together not… not the weird bullshit that was going on. Idk what the end of the book was going to be but it was not for me.

I’ll post another with my current to read list. I’m really going through them now because I have to drive two hours a day to and from work. Give me your suggestions though please thank you.

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customweedbags · 8 months ago

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Die-Cut Mylar Bags vs. Rectangular Mylar Bags

In the swirling world of packaging, where looks and practicality collide, choosing between die cut Mylar bags and the classic rectangular shape isn’t as simple as one might think. Each type of bag has its quirks, its subtle charms, and yes, its own pitfalls. Let’s dive into what makes these bags tick – and help you figure out which style might be your golden ticket.

So, What Are Mylar Bags, Anyway?

Picture this: a sturdy, glossy barrier, shielding your goods from moisture, light, and oxygen. That’s the magic of Mylar, a material revered by brands for keeping products fresh and pristine. It’s like a silent guardian, preserving everything from edibles to herbal remedies.

Die Cut Mylar Bags: Where Personality Meets Function

Die-cut bags break free from the traditional boxy shape, carving out unique silhouettes that echo a brand's identity. Instead of your usual square edges, you’ve got curves, angles, and unexpected contours. Think of them as the rebels of the packaging world.

Eye-Catching Appeal: These bags demand attention. With their unusual forms, they turn heads, sparking curiosity and making shoppers linger a bit longer.

Brand Identity: A die-cut bag can say so much without a single word. They often mirror a brand’s personality – bold, quirky, or sophisticated – giving a glimpse of what’s inside.

Sensory Experience: Ever unwrapped something that just felt special? That’s the effect of a die-cut. It’s an experience, not just a package.

But beware – there’s a flip side to this flair:

High Production Costs: Custom shapes mean custom molds, and that’s not cheap. Your budget might feel the pinch.

Tricky to Reseal: Let’s be honest – some die-cut shapes look fabulous but aren’t exactly airtight. That could mean less freshness for your goods.

Rectangular Mylar Bags: The Tried-and-True Classics

Rectangular bags are all about simplicity and function. They’ve got clean lines, reliable storage, and an understated charm. If die-cut bags are the life of the party, these are the dependable friend who makes sure everyone gets home safe.

Affordable: Since they’re a standard shape, rectangular bags tend to be easy on the wallet. No special molds mean lower costs, which makes them ideal for larger batches.

Storage-Friendly: You can stack them, store them, shove them in a corner – they’re wonderfully flexible.

Secure Seal: With their simple shape, they often seal better, locking in freshness like a vault. No need to worry about leaks here.

But, naturally, there’s a trade-off:

Lacks Uniqueness: Standard shapes can sometimes feel a little…well, standard. They may not stand out on a crowded shelf.

Less Memorable: While they get the job done, they don’t exactly leave a lasting impression. They’re functional but not flashy.

Which One Fits the Bill?

So, how do you decide between these two types? Here’s a quick rundown of things to keep in mind:

Who’s Your Audience? If your crowd loves quirky, memorable packaging, die-cut might be your style. If practicality is more their jam, the rectangular shape is a safer bet.

What’s Inside? High-end or fragile items could shine in die-cut bags, while bulk items often fare better in standard shapes.

Budget Concerns: Die-cuts cost more – there’s no getting around that. If you’re working with a tight budget, rectangular bags might be a better pick.

Brand Vibe: Do you want to look edgy and unique, or timeless and reliable? Die-cut can enhance brand personality, but rectangular brings a classic feel that’s hard to beat.

Real-Life Use Cases for Die-Cut vs. Rectangular Bags

Die-Cut Bags: Perfect for products that need a bold presentation. High-end candies, beauty products, or custom herbal mixes often look fantastic in these bags.

Rectangular Bags: Great for all-purpose storage – whether that’s food, coffee beans, or other bulk items. They’re practical and easy to manage.

What About Sustainability?

In today’s eco-conscious world, choosing the right bag also means thinking about the planet. Rectangular bags, thanks to their simple production, tend to have a lighter environmental impact. Die-cuts, with their custom molds and more complex designs, can leave a larger footprint. It’s worth thinking about if sustainability is a core part of your brand ethos.

Wrapping It Up: Which Bag Comes Out on Top?

There’s no one-size-fits-all answer here. Each type of bag has a certain allure, a set of strengths that makes it perfect for some products and maybe not ideal for others. Die-cut bags bring a dose of flair and personality to the table, while rectangular bags are practical, classic, and wallet-friendly. In the end, it’s about finding the right fit for your brand and your customers – because, after all, a good package is more than just a bag; it’s an experience.

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sunnydaleherald · 3 years ago

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The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Thursday, September 29

Spike: I was rash, and if I had to do it all over again... Who am I kidding? I would do it exactly the same, only I'd do this... (grabs Collin) Collin: No! Spike: ...first! (cages Collin) From now on, we're gonna have a little less ritual...and a little more fun around here. (hoists cage up into the sunlight, Collin screams, dusts) (to Dru) Let's see what's on TV.

~~School Hard~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

Sweet Dreams Shattered by apachefirecat (Lorne, PG/K+)

A Pink Suitcase And A Princess Gown (Buffy/Angel, not rated) and other Buffy/Angel stories archived by butimbroken

together we died alone by magesamell (Buffy/Spike, T)

Silver and Gold by cawthraven (Buffy/Spike, G)

[Chaptered Fiction]

all the people time’s forgotten (and all the ones i can’t) - Chapter 1 by taxicab12 (Willow, Scoobies, T)

Colonial Bride, Ch. 5 by Feanix88 (Buffy/Spike, Adult Only)

A Night Without Day, Ch. 21 by HappyWhenItRains (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Fragility, Ch. 3 by ClowniestLivEver (Buffy/Spike, R)

Ties to the World, Ch. 6 by The Danish Bird (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Colonial Bride, Ch. 4-5 by Feanix88 (Adult Only)

No Remedy for Memory, Ch. 4 by scratchmeout (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Scattered Echoes: Second Generation, Ch. 19 by myrabeth (Buffy/Spike, M)

[Images, Audio & Video]

Pixel art: Just another night on the job by pixelpunkz (Buffy, vampires, worksafe)

Manip: I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. by loveisntbrains (Buffy/Spike, R)

[Reviews & Recaps]

What Is One Thing You HATE About Your Favorite Season? by Plasma and others

Best Spike Episodes by vishus42 and others

I finally watched Angel the Series and I wish I hadn’t (+ why people love Smile Time) by anasophie1 and others

Between Buffy and Angel, which was the better Season 1? hosted by rednax2009

[Recs & In Search Of]

Are there any good Angel recap podcasts? by v_mpires

[Community Announcements]

Top 50 Buffyverse Scenes - Redux (each week, a poll will be posted) at Buffy-Boards

Everything you need to know about the Road Trip Challenge at Elysian Fields

[Fandom Discussions]

Cordelia's best friend by nightshade and others

25 Years of Spike: School Hard aired on Sept. 29, 1997 by PuckRobin and others

Prophecies in the Buffyverse by Involvere and others

Spike's vibe throughout S2-S7. Seriously, what is it about him? by Opening_Knowledge868

The missing Spike and Buffy scene in Chosen by apollo11keychain and others

Willow and Xander get too much crap by fans in Empty Places by CleanUpOnAisle10 and others

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hematomes · 4 years ago

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you have to imagine the identity crisis i had when i got a post notif that just went "YOU DON'T LIKE SOUP???"

(very sad to hear people, in fact, do not like soup. but to those i say, Child. Only Once The Weight Of The Years Start To Weigh You Down Will You Be Enlightened; The Human Soul Is A Thing Fragile And Cold Like A Sculpture Of Ice. Soup Is The Remedy To The Soul's Self-inflicted Ailments)

anyways guess what. classes got canceled today so not only are those tests postponed, but i also have time to write that essay. i honestly believe your good vibes blessed my entire week

ok but h o w do you know my forehead looks smoochable hmm?🤨 do i have to check for cameras

omg xiao is an aries... tbh i just realized I've never looked up any of the character's charts which is pretty weird lol (but i mean. morax is pretty dom-able. not as much as xiao tho)

fake studying idjsjf what a mood. im glad you had fun yesterday it's good to hear you took the time to rest<3

i didn't get sick but i didn't get anything done anyways bc i felt Weird hfjsjf my arm hurts but otherwise im good✌🏽

hhh stop what if i fantasize about a romantic encounter with you at the grocery store, ced. what then.

also this time im really tempted to show you The Fit but im too nervous to dm you (plus i like our little letter-like situation) SO what if i sent an ask off anon and you could reply on this one (that's so fucking roundabout im sorry😭)

ZKDKZKZ 1st reason why i defend soup now is bc of you tbh 🙄🙄 no homo tho (full homo)

(ALSO DAMN THAT'S BEAUTIFUL... and also true, now istg nothing tastes as good as soup in the middle of fucking finals, gives me the warmth i need to not off myself)

WOOO WHAT GOOD FUCKING NEWS hope you took time to rest? my class today sure as hell wasn't canceled but i skipped bc i couldn't get out of bed im cool like that

i just know it in my heart and soul, don't even try me it's a gut feeling

TBH I WAS once motivated to try and hc characters' big three but i gave up essentially bc im too lazy (fair enough,ngl.)

ZKDKZ how's your arm rn? i can kiss it better <3 (ced stop being gay on main challenge)

then fantasize abt it and maybe one day the gods will grant our mutual wish duh

1st off this is adorable, once again very smoochable

then if you're too uncomfy/shy, you can send me links!!!! i received some pics that way so 👀 and if you want you send me one ask with the pic linked, then another to which i can respond, that way ill be the only one seeing The Fit 🙄 (wdym i wanna be privileged? smh)

#soup anon! 🤍

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mahalshairyballs · 3 years ago

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Moon Knight playlist

A work in progress, it will grow

Part 4

So far the songs I think fit them are :

The Ground We Stand On by Hawksley Workman

It's so cold here and I miss you

And I can't help feeling broken

I treat myself like I'm not fragile

Like there's no care to be taken

And I was up last night just thinking

A hundred reasons to be sorry

Why don't you come and lay beside me

Since there's too much now that's vacant

And all the time that we keep wasting

Like we don't know the joy that's harder to bear

For the ground that we stand on

Won't long be there

[...]

I pray that we will never tire

Of the work that lies before us

I feel that I will be the weak one

And that you will have to carry me

I hope there never is a phone call

To say it's too dark to keep trying

I hope there's time left to discover

How to cry at all the beauty

[...]

I guess it's me there in the mirror

But I can't say that I know him

When you tell me that you love me

There's no reason I should doubt you

[...]

This is another Layla x Marc song in Marc's pov. It's Marc thinking about Layla during and soon after season 1. A lot in these lyrics fit that really well.

Growing Pains by La Roux

My heart it melts like plastic

I fell through the hole yesterday

Your smile pulled me in like elastic

I felt my mind detonate

Oh, I've made mistakes

And you just say it's just growing pains

When I feel ashamed

You tell me it's just growing pains

[...]

The truth it feels like concrete

I drove into this wall yesterday

I wish I could be realistic

But my children, my dreams, went away

[...]

This songs has less lyrics that works but still. I think those above can fit. It's another Layla x Marc in Marc's pov. And 'growing pains' can be taken in many ways here...

Heavy in your Arms by Florence + the Machine

I was a heavy heart to carry

My beloved was weighed down

My arms around his neck

My fingers laced a crown

I was a heavy heart to carry

My feet dragged across the ground

[...]

My love has concrete feet

My love's an iron ball

Wrapped around your ankles

Over the waterfall

I'm so heavy

Heavy, heavy in your arms

I'm so heavy

Heavy, heavy in your arms

And is it worth the wait

All this killing time?

Are you strong enough to stand

Protecting both your heart and mine

Who is the betrayer?

Who's the killer in the crowd?

The one who creeps in corridors

And doesn't make a sound

[...]

This will be my last confession

I love you never felt like any blessing

Whisper it is like it's a secret

Only to condemn the one who hears it

With a heavy heart

[...]

Another song for Marc x Layla, about Marc thinking about Layla and their relationship. It's about his guilt over how much 'work' he is for her and feeling like he's a burden/dragging her down. Could be seen as a song that fits right before season 1, adding that layer to why he left her. It'd also work with after season 1 because he'd still think that. (It can also work for my Jake x Duchamp ship, especially the last verses and it'd be well into Jake's own development path)

Hoodie On by Matt and Kim

We need some light hearted songs too don't we ? This one is mostly for fun, idk why it gave me Steven vibes who thinks he's badass now that he wears the Mr. Knight suit. It can also be Marc pov criticizing Steven's suit, and Marc would definitely be the one wearing a hoodie out of all three of them. Marc's Moon Knight suit has a hood after all.

And last one for now :

Identity by grandson

Nobody really cared, so it never really mattered

It never really mattered, so it never really happened

What's the point in fighting for a happy ever after?

The past keeps haunting the future, I imagine

All I ever wanted was a little peace and quiet

Just color in the lines, and you'll get it like they promise

[...]

One false move, you're a Kennedy

If you fight it you're the enemy

I'm so sick, but I can't find a remedy

I'm still tryna find my identity

[...]

Got lost, missed intervention

We missed redemption

Missed reflection

Kissed the weapon

Skipped the lesson

Caught an infection

[...]

Go fast or I last apathetic

Might crash, I'm a hack, I'm pathetic I know

Times ain't changing, the sun don't show

And the trees won't grow, and the bombs keep dropping

[...]

My sanity's gone off ballistic

Train was leaving, I just missed it

Guess that I'm stuck with this shit

Damn

[...]

Well this one is about all the system, but mostly in Marc's pov.

That's where I am at right now. New parts will be added with time.

See Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

#Spotify #moon knight #moon knight playlist #this is the last part for now #but part 5 and 6 etc will probably come #any suggestion is welcome #marc spector #steven grant #jake lockley #layla el faouly #marc spector x layla el faouly #layla x marc #*hugging the marc system forever*#marc spector tries his best #marc spector deserves everything #we love our neuroatypical british nerd angel here #nobody expects the spanish lockley

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poemsforpersephone · 5 years ago

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The third and final book rec list for fans of The Last Sun!

The Infinite Noise by Lauren Shippen has really cool empathy powers which, although not the two way bond Brand and Rune share, does remind me of the emotion reading aspect in TLS. The m/m relationship in it is also super sweet.

The Gentleman’s Guide to Vice and Virtue by Mackenzie Lee. This one I’m recommending because the protagonist is a snarky asshole just like Rune, and the writing style is so well done. It’s m/m and genuinely such a fun and quirky book. Also the cover art is gorgeous!

Silver in the wood by Emily Tesh. This is an LGBT novella where a wild man called Tobias lives in a place called “Greenhollow,” , where, and I quote, “Old secrets better left buried are dug up, and Tobias is forced to reckon with his troubled past—both the green magic of the woods, and the dark things that rest in its heart.” So im recommending this one simply because of the involvement of secrets and troubled pasts haha.

Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir. The front cover of this one gives me The Hanged Man vibes like, all the way to the bone, which is initially what prompted me to rec it on this list. But also: “Gideon has a sword, some dirty magazines, and no more time for undead bullshit.” Idk about the dirty magazines but the rest of it scREAMS Rune. and the main character is a lesbian!!! yay!!

The Black Veins by Ashia Monet. “In a world where magic thrives in secret city corners, a group of magicians embark on a road trip—and it’s the "no-love-interest", found family adventure you’ve been searching for.” It’s like someone looked into my heart and picked out my deepest desire and then wrote it and gave it life. This book is super diverse and super awesome.

The Deathless Girls by Kiran Millwood Hargrave is a f/f take on Dracula basically. I’m recommending it because the main character and her sister go through a traumatic event similar to the loss of the sun court, when men come and burn their home to the ground along with their people and they’re captured and taken as slaves. It’s about family, friendship and survival, and it’s beautiful.

The Never Tilting World by Rin Chupeco. An LGBT book where climate change deniers are the villains? ... you have my atttention.

Prosper’s Demon by K.J. Parker. This is about a morally questionable exorcist! It’s a satirical, interesting take on the topic of possession with a kick ass cover.

The Wishing Heart by J.C Welker. An LGBT fantasy novel where our protag, Rebel, finds a jinni’s vessel and is thus thrust into a whole new world of trying to keep said jinni from everyone else and find a way to free her! The world building is awesome and so are the characters.

Tarnished are the Stars by Rosiee Thor. “A secret beats inside Anna Thatcher's chest: an illegal clockwork heart. Anna works cog by cog -- donning the moniker Technician -- to supply black market medical technology to the sick and injured, against the Commissioner's tyrannical laws.” i have the hardbook version of this and the cover??? is so?? beautiful.

The Weight of the Stars by K. Ancrum. TALKING OF PRETTY COVERS. “Ryann Bird dreams of traveling across the stars. But a career in space isn’t an option for a girl who lives in a trailer park on the wrong side of town. So Ryann becomes her circumstances and settles for acting out and skipping school to hang out with her delinquent friends.”

Predatory by Brooklyn Ray. WERELEOPARDS FRIENDS!!!! god damn wereleopards im?? so happy. m/m

The Lost Coast by Amy Rose Capetta. FOUND FAMILY QUEER WITCHES. need i say more.

Portraits of a Faerie Queen by Tay LaRoi. The fey run amok in this one! f/f with a gorgeous front cover.

Unbroken by Brooklyn Ray. step 1: rent haunted house. step 2: fall in love with witch-turned-demon who inhabits it. step 3: profit???

The High King’s Golden Tongue by Megan Derr. This one is lovely! Nice world building with an emphasis on languages and kingdoms, and a lovely m/m romance that builds from kind-of-enemies-but-not-really to lovers. the audiobook of this is great.

Salt Magic, Skin Magic by Lee Welch. SORRY YOUR BOOK IS SET WHERE? MY HOMELAND? MY COUNTRY MY COUNTY MY HEART? we never get any attention imma go cry in the corner. its a historical fantasy m/m romance in YORKSHIRE gosh im here for it. And let me tell you... this is one fantastic book. I really, really enjoyed it.

Swordspoint by Ellen Kushner. fantasy, m/m, lotsa swords!

Of Fire and Stars by Audrey Coulthurst. f/f fantasy with a princess who has fire magic in a kingdom where magic is forbidden!

Freedom’s Fate by Jennie Taylor. SPAAAAAAACE i love books in space.

Pegasi and Prefects by Eleanor Beresford. “Charley's final year at Fernleigh Manor is complicated by a runaway pegasus, unwanted Games Captainship, a dangerous new rival and, most of all, falling head over heels in love with another girl. What is a reluctant Senior Prefect to do?” catch me while i swoon.

The Necromancers Dance by SJ Himes. m/m vampire/necromancer romance, urban magic and fantasy, very fun and smooth read, a little bit insta love but not totally.

The Star Host by F.T. Lukens. “Ren grew up listening to his mother tell stories about the Star Hosts – a mythical group of people possessed by the power of the stars.” a m/m fantasy book set to a sci fi fantasy background.

Empty Vessels by Nicholas Williams. “Lucas Mahler babysits clones all day, but he's trapped under the legacy of his body-builder father and his genius girlfriend. When Lucas tries to rise above, he's murdered. Waking up in the body of a clone, Lucas embarks on a mystery full of blood, old friends and lost loves.” idk the whole clone thing in this just always reminds me of lord tower making all the different fake versions of people he knows lmao.

BOOKS NOT YET OUT

So, the thing is. 2020 is very close friends, and some awesome books are even closer. These below are books I’ve not read yet, since they’re not out and I am a poor ARCless girl, but they’re books you definitely want to keep an eye on.

Witches of Ash and Ruin by E. Latimer. Bisexual OCD protagonist who is a witch D: its everything i could want.

Wild Sky by Zaya Feli. LGBT fantasy with dragons! It sounds so, so fun.

Girl, Serpent, Thorn by Melissa Bashardoust. “A captivating and utterly original fairy tale about a girl cursed to be poisonous to the touch, and who discovers what power might lie in such a curse...”

The Fascinators by Andrew Eliopulos. “The Raven Boys meets Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda, about an openly gay high school senior in small-town Georgia.” m/m fantasy which looks super sweet.

Cemetery Boys by Auden Thomas. “Yadriel has summoned a ghost, and now he can’t get rid of him.” THIS SOUNDS SO COOL oh my god. Yes PLEASE.

When We Were Magic by Sarah Gailey. “A sly, witchy dark comedy about four teens whose magic goes wildly awry.” Magic, darkness, comedy, what’s not to love for fans of the tarot sequence??

The Extraordinaries by T.J. Klune. I absolutely love T.J. Klune’s writing so I can’t wait to get my hands on this. m/m superheros!! friends!!! get excited!! I think anyone who likes how witty K.D. is will enjoy this writing style.

The House in the Cerulean Sea by T.J. Klune. YES ANOTHER ONE this looks so good too we are BLESSED. “A magical island. A dangerous task. A burning secret.”

Fragile Remedy by Maria Ingrande Mora. “Sixteen-year-old Nate is a GEM—Genetically Engineered Medi-tissue created by the scientists of Gathos City as a cure for the elite from the fatal lung rot ravaging the population. As a child, he was smuggled out of the laboratory where he was held captive and into the Withers—a quarantined, lawless region.” The idea of the Withers kind of reminds me of the westlands.

The Fell of Dark by Caleb Roehrig. UHM im always here for lgbt vampires in young adult fantasy fiction. The author says that “this book is gay and filled with monsters” which also fits the last sun so i figured it belongs on the list lmao.

Ruinsong by Julia Ember. “In a world where magic is sung, a powerful mage named Cadence is forced to use her power to torture her country’s disgraced nobility at her ruthless queen’s bidding.”

#book recs #lgbt book recs #scionsofatlantis #hangedmanpromo

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Headcanon : being in relationship with Harry Wells

Author note : Usually i dont do such a thing because i am pretty self-concious with my english but i just couldn’t stop myself so here we go ! I try to be gender neutral hope you won’t mind

Warning : not really

P S : I do not own this gif credits to the owner ♡

Let’s start with the basics there are two Harry : Public!Harry and Private!Harry

Public!Harry tends to not be very affectionate in public : He worked so hard to build his own lab and the respect of his pair he knows very well how fragile those things can be. Plus since he starts to work with the flash he knows some people couple kidnap you and use you to put a threat on him. So basically he will just hold your hand or put his arm around you but nothing more, however dont get me wrong despite his « cold » attitude outside he won’t hesitate to praise you : especially in front of his coworkers he will tell them how incredible you are how lucky he is to have you by his side. In addition i headcanon him to be discreet when it’s about feeling he prefers to show his love for you when no one is around him

Then there is Private!Harry : Oh boy. That man can be very cute when he wants to. Like we all know he doesn’t know how to express his feelings with word so he shows you with action. From the very simple thing like : prepare your favourite breakfast, make sure you rest well etc to more explicit things (Kiss, touch)

He had this romantic side in him

He wants to be sure you feel loved

Not affraid to spoil you with compliment or just spoil you

He does

A LOT

See a dress you like ? Next day you’ll find it on your bed. Always wanted to meet someone ? He is Harrison Wells no one can refuse him something.

CARING BOYFRIEND/100

He already loose his wife and nearly loose his precious daughter : it’s not gonna happen with you. He tends to be very scary when something is wrong about you

Feeling sick ? If He can’t diagnose what’s wrong He will definetly use that Vibe’s tool to teleport into the best hospital of the freaking universe

« But Harrison it’s just the flu » « we never know Y/N »

protective boyfriend

OH BOY do you see that huge gun from Mercury lab ? Its the last thing you’re going to see if you try to hurt his beloved

I am not joking at all

His kiss oh my even the shortest one make your knees go weak

His hugs are GOOD too especially during winter cause his body are hot warm++

Calls you « Honey » « Sweetie » and « my love » in private

You calling him « babe » flustered him

Tease you a lot he is born to that okay ?

Won’t admit it but he really enjoy working with you it’s like he is intellect is even more efficient.

Now lets talk about Jealous!Harry because oh lord that man is possessive (but wont admit it) : he’ll try to hide it but his body is betraying him. Remember that pen he used to click during flash meeting ? He is gonna click the hell of it / 100%Grumpy Harry everything sound wrong when he feels jealous (work people) his tolerance about shit is 0%. Let’s say a lot of things have been broken during those days.

Yes I say « those » because Harry is a piece of work so he won’t say anything about what’s pissed him off but you know better.

The reason about his behaviour : Self-concious. Especially from his age (not that you care about it) He knows that you may (someday) want to have things he could not give such as child cause let’s be honest another precious baby in his life and his man is about to die of worry. But being the proud men he is he wants to keep you by his side and will never admit it : but come on you won’t be his significant other if you couldn’t read his man so please tell him he deserves everything.

BUT Jealous!Harry has his good side for you I mean (cause his coworkers are about to go Wilde) : Like I said Harrison is a man of action so let’s say you are going to enjoy yourself in bed ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°).

Angry!Harry : we know he uses to loose his temper pretty quickly when something is bothering him and in spite of his jealousy where he won’t say anything. Harrison Wells is not afraid to express his anger (poor Cisco) : broke things, grumble He does a lot.

But you precious Y/N you’re like the remedy of the year cause everytime he looks at you he relax immediately (how did you do that ?)

Of course its only work when you are not the object of his anger. Yeah cause you argue not all the time and to be quite honest both of you tends to be pretty cool at each other so you don’t fight easily but when you do it.

A lot of things broken some yells : but when you two got time to breath you realize how ridiculous it and usually you go back to his side he makes up to you and both of you go back to your perfect relationship

Except when you don’t go back to him to make things better : he knows he fucked up but it take for him to go apologize for his behaviour cause he always forgive himself easily. So during few days you won’t talk at each other and your friends feel sorry for both cause they know how hard it is for you.

It’s when he goes by your side to apologize that you realize you mean the world for him

I mean it you are his multiverse there is nothing he won’t do for you

Harrison Wells is man with a past a huge one he is difficult at the beginning to understand him but when you do it’s like you’ve met your soulmate

Since you two start to date he smiles more he becomes nicer that’s the effect you have on him

He loves everything about you : you are his angel

At some point you two are going to get married be sure about that (except if you don’t want it he is okay with that but turns to be more possessive around you cause you are not wearing his name)

Hope you like it ! I am pretty proud of myself not sure if I should ☺️

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darkwebsite · 4 years ago

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Dark web Sites

Recollecting the 1970s, "darknet" was obviously not a premonition term: it essentially construed networks that were disengaged from the norm of ARPANET for security purposes. Regardless, as ARPANET changed into the web and some time later ate up basically the wide degree of different PC networks out there, the word came to see zones that were associated with the web regardless not actually of it, difficult to find if you didn't have a guide.

The recommended dark web, a catch-all articulation covering the bits of the web not coordinated through web records, is the stuff of dreadful legend. Regardless, as most legends, the truth is really more common. Saying this doesn't suggest that that astonishing stuff isn't open on dark web websites, regardless a hint of the mumbled alarming stories you might've heard don't make up an enormous bit of the trades there.

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What is the dark web? The best procedure to get to it and what you'll find

Is your data being sold on the dark web?

Dark web takedowns stand isolated as really newsworthy, do little for security

Yield the dark web for threat understanding

We watched out for some security virtuosos who offered to give us truly a guided visit through the web's lower zones. Preferably it will demystify things a piece.

Here are ten things you most likely will not consider the dark web.

New dark web sites spring up reliably...

A 2015 white paper from threat information firm Recorded Future dismantles the linkages between the Web you know and the darknet. The manners in which all around beginning on sites like Pastebin, from the start expected as a reasonable spot to move long code tests or other substance however at this point consistently where interfaces with the dark Tor network are saved a couple of days or hours for contributed people.

While searching for dark web sites isn't just likely as essential as using Google—the truth is to be genuinely secretive, considering—there are ways to deal with oversee find what's there. The screen get under was given by Radware security expert Daniel Smith, and he says it's the inevitable result of "revamp substance that go out there and find new URLs, new onions, constantly, and a short period of time later show them. It resembles Geocities, yet 2018"— a vibe that is helped along by pages with names like "My Deepweb Site," which you can see on the screen get.

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...additionally, many are totally authentic

Matt Wilson, chief information security oversee at BTB Security, says that "there is a delightful/fragile side to the dark web that would no doubt stun a colossal number individuals. You can exchange some cooking plans—with video!— send email, or read a book. People use the dark web for these liberal things for a strategy of reasons: an impression of neighborhood, a basic parcel from insight or following of web propensities, or just to achieve something in a substitute way."

Proposed WHITEPAPERS

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It legitimizes recalling that what blossoms with darknet is material that has been denied elsewhere on the web. For example, in 2015, in the wake of the Chinese government halting any silliness about VPN relationship through the predefined "mind blowing firewall," Chinese-language discussions finished jumping up on the darknet — for the most part flooding with people who fundamentally expected to visit with each other in arrangement.

Radware's Smith raises that there are a get-together of media sources on the dark web, going from the news website from the hacking pack Anonymous to the New York Times, showed up in the screen arrive, all obliging people in countries that control the open web.

nytimes

Daniel Smith

A few spaces are by welcome in a manner of speaking

Clearly, not everything is so impeccable, or you wouldn't try to research this article. Regardless, "you can't just firing up your Tor program and arrangements 10,000 Mastercard records, or passwords to your neighbor's webcam," says Mukul Kumar, CISO and VP of Cyber Practice at Cavirin. "By far most of the demanded 'fragile' data is essentially available to those that have been checked or welcome to communicate social gatherings."

How could you secure a greeting into such dark web sites? "They should see history of horrible lead," says Radware's Smith. "Essentially doubtlessly a mafia trust test. They need you to show that you're not a readied capable and you're not law fundamental. Essentially, a tremendous stack of those tests will be something that a subject expert or law support legally can't do."

There is horrible stuff, and crackdowns prescribes it's harder to trust

In actuality as a year back, various dark web business networks for drugs and hacking affiliations included corporate-level customer help and customer reviews, making investigating less awkward however rather more secure for youngsters. Regardless, since law execution has begun to make a move against such sites, the experience is more wrecked and more unsafe.

"The whole viewed as this darknet business focus, where you have an associate review, where people can overview quiets that they're buying from carriers and get up on a conversation and say, 'In reality, this is genuine' or 'No, this truly hurt me'— that has been lessened since dark business places have been taken separated," says Radware's Smith. "You're seeing aloof carriers open up their own shops, which are essentially hard to vet yourself over the long haul. There will not be any assessments, there's not a huge stack of escrow affiliations. Additionally, thus, by these takedowns, they've really started up a business opportunity for additional stunts to jump up."

Reviews can not be correct, things sold under movements—and a ton is on the line

There are still sites where drugs are investigated, says Radware's Smith, yet recollect that they should be taken with a colossal grain of salt. A reporter may get a high from something they bought on the web, yet not handle what the cure was that given it.

One clarification such blunders are made? Distinctive dark web drug makers will in like manner purchase pill presses and shadings, which retail a few hundred dollars and can make hazardous clone drugs. "One of the later alerts that I could recommend would be Red Devil Xanax," he said. "These were sold as some super Xanax bars, as a last resort, they were essentially shocking prescriptions expected to hurt you."

The dark web gives markdown things to extraordinary neighborhood retailers...

Smith says that some customary medicine cartels use the dark web networks for dispersing—"it takes out the middle individual and licenses the cartels to send from their own stockrooms and course it if they need to"— yet unassuming heads can in like way give the individual touch at the close by level coming to fruition to buying drug planned substances markdown from China or elsewhere from sites like the one in the screen arrive. "You know how there are stores of neighborhood IPA microbreweries?" he says. "We in like manner have an enormous pile of close by scaled down labs. In every city, there's reasonable in any occasion one juvenile that is gotten sharp and perceives how to design drugs on the darknet, and make an unassuming proportion of remedies to offer to his close by association."

xanax

Daniel Smith

...who use the gig economy

Smith portrays how the darknet gets together with the unregulated and scattered universe of the gig economy to help stream stash. "We should expect I need to have something purchased from the darknet dispatched to me," he says. "I'm not going uncover my affirmed zone, isn't that so? I would have something along those lines dispatched to an AirBnB—a region that can be disposed of, a burner. The case gives off an impression of being the day they rent it, by then they put the thing in a Uber and send it to another area. It ends up being amazingly hard for law need to follow, especially in the event that you're going across different districts."

Not everything is available to be bought on the dark web

We've contributed a tremendous stack of energy breaking down medications here which is as it ought to be. Smith calls sedatives "the confirmed establishment" of the dark web; "cybercrime—selling endeavors and lacks, web application attacks—that is the mechanized establishment. Generally, I'd say a greater piece of the darknet is in all honesty drugs and kids examining little infringement on gatherings."

A part of the really terrifying sounding stuff you find a few solutions concerning being accessible to be bought routinely winds up being all around gossipy treats. Take weapons, for instance: as Smith puts it, "it would be less flighty for a criminal to purchase a gun, considering, versus the web. Going to the darknet is adding an extra improvement that isn't basic all the while. Absolutely when you're directing certified punks, they will remember someone that is selling a weapon."

Unequivocal strengths are in

Regardless, there are some obvious darknet solid point propels out there, whether or not they don't have the very impression that sedatives does. One that Smith made me notice was the universe of skimmers, contraptions that fit into the openings of guaranteed credit and ATM card perusers and get your record data.

Besides, giving another outline of how the darknet marries genuine articles open to be bought with data accessible to be bought, relative sites comp

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citrinekay · 5 years ago

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Song Rec: Clarity by Zedd "'Cause you are the piece of me/I wish I didn't need/Chasing relentlessly/Still fight and I don't know why/If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?/If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?"

Ooohh I love this song !!! I’m adding it to my fragile playlist, no angels to beckon me back (the acoustic version because that fits the Vibe better, but I love both versions) 💕💕💕

#the lyrics of this song are so fitting ughh #we are cryin in the club #song rec #randomwriter23

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la-fille-en-aiguilles · 8 years ago

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Andrew Garfield x Female Reader: Twenty-Four, Six (Forty-Fucking-Three, Part 3)

A/N: First of all, I am so sorry for this long wait. In order to make up for it, I made this third part much longer than I originally intended. In fact, to be completely honest, it’s gotten a little bit out of control. Some passages got me a little bit fucked up, but I guess I needed it to at least try and make it feel authentic. To you, beautiful human being, who’s reading this, I really hope you’ll like it. As always, feel free to give me feedback as some of you did - I appreciate it more than you can ever imagine! I also listened to ‘The Moon’ by The Swell Season when writing the last part, check them out. Enjoy it, lads xx

Lots of love and good vibes to you all! Warnings: Some serious angst, mixed with a tiny doze of fluff and heartbreak. SMUT (I can’t believe i wrote that). If you don’t feel comfortable reading this, you can skip the entire last part, except for a couple of sentences at the end. It’s my first time writing smut (and probably the last), so I probably did a pretty shitty job with it, but hey! I tried. Also, swear words. My English, but I guess you’ve gotten used to it by now (: New to the series? Start by chilling at LAX airport here and then talk to your bf Brittnee here!

Clinging to your dream as if it was your lifeline, you rolled over in your bed, commanding yourself to fall back asleep. It seemed like you had been tossing and turning for years now, your fragile slumber slipping away from your cold fingers as you tried to hold on.

People crossing the boulevard. The sound of the water in the Louvre fountain, the drops of it crushing into the cold marble… Someone drumming their fingers on the table in a deserted Parisian café…

Only you weren’t in Paris anymore.

You lay on your king-size bed, your body only slightly covered with blank sheets as someone banged on the door. You opened your eyes all at once, as realization dawned on you. It took a minute for you to blink off the remainders of sleep, stretching your hand to the bedside table. Your phone indicated five-thirty in the morning, the early rays of the Californian sun conquering darkness on the horizon. You sat on your bed, covering your breasts with your hands, numbly asking yourself whether you didn’t imagine the knocking rather than heard it.

The sound of someone’s fist colliding with the door split the silence of the room. Its echo rang in the air, as you stared into the dimness of the corridor, struggling to think straight. Slowly swinging your bare legs over the edge of your bed, you got up on your feet, cold air biting at your exposed skin. You grabbed a fluffy, white bathrobe on your way to the entrance door, wrapping it around your naked body, your hair caressing your bare shoulders – you tied the soft belt around your waist, but the robe was three sizes too big for you…

White first-rate cotton was going to be your armor for this verbal battle that you knew you were not ready to fight.

Quickening your pace, you approached the entrance, drowsiness blurring your vision. You carefully turned the doorknob, releasing the latch… You could feel your heart freeze all of the sudden, the blood in your veins ceasing to flow – for a brief instant of hesitation, zero-gravity before the fall – before your eyes finally met Andrew’s, blood-shot and inert.

Garfield’s dark, thick mane of hair had probably been coiffed back in some kind of a trendy hairstyle before airplane, Los Angeles’ wind and his nervous fingers ruined it. His rumpled polo clang to his broad shoulders, leaving little to imagination… His muscles tensed, as if he felt your gaze, as if it was physically draining to have you scan his upper body. His ebony eyes, so striking against his paper-white face, weren’t blinking, as they stared at you, telling you so much yet not producing any sound.

Andrew bit his chapped lips, stretching his hand out to you. You looked down. His elegant fingers were wrapped around a big box of Pierre Hermé macarons.

Your heart ached, trying to break free from its ribcage. Your skin broke out in goose bumps, but it had nothing to do with the coldness of the air this time.

“I asked the lady at the reception desk where I could find you. My guess is she loves herself a juicy Hollywood gossip, so…”

Garfield swallowed hard, probably trying to come up with another appropriate thing to say at five in the morning. You didn’t move an inch, just stared at him. An insane amount of guesswork was going on in his head, as he tried to figure out your next move. What was he supposed to do now? When you refused to take your favorite patisserie, he realized his best option was to walk away. Leave this stupid gift that he was idiotic enough to think would somehow remedy the entire situation, and just walk away. He had crossed the line. You were done. And he should have known better.

Every time he thought he’d put a finger on who you were, his presumptions always blew up in his face.

“Come in,” you suddenly said, your voice almost tender. You stepped aside, your eyes never leaving his. “Thank you for bringing breakfast”.

As he followed you into the kitchen space, his eyes roaming over your silhouette, he felt both relieved and miserable.

In terms of figuring you out, he was back to square zero.

“Tea or coffee?”

You sat in a leather chair facing the French windows, watching LA slowly wake up. Broken out of your reverie by Andrew’s throaty voice, you turned your head his way, massaging your nape absentmindedly.

He stood by the kitchen counter, looking at you questioningly, holding a box of Nespresso cups in one hand and a Twinings selection in the other.

‘I’ll take coffee, thanks,’ you deadpanned, turning your attention back to the city. The rays of the summer sun met your wandering glance head on, and you let them play with the shadows your eyelashes casted on your cheeks. Strong smell of coffee reached your nostrils, as Andrew placed a steaming cup right in front of you on a small glass table. You could feel him watch you, as he sat in an empty chair right in front you, leaning in, his elbows pressed against the rigid table surface.

“I assume you came here to talk”, you turned your whole body towards him abruptly, sliding the coffee cup out of your way. The hot brown liquid spilled on the table, forming a bizarre pattern, which you wiped off with a sleeve of your bathrobe distractedly. “Would you like to start?”

Andrew’s eyes remained fixed on the lower part of your face after you spoke, as if he was lip reading. He blinked twice before raising his glance to meet yours, his fingers rubbing his mouth.

“I’m sorry for waking you”, he finally managed, staring down at his coffee cup. “I’m sorry for having left you in that airport. I’m sorry that, for the love of me, I couldn’t leave her. I’m sorry for being still in love with her, and I’m sorry you have to deal with…”, he was staring at you now, his eyelashes damp, “…all this mess, that I’ve gotten you into, God knows you deserve better, Jesus you do, but I just can’t let you go, I can’t because I…”

As you felt your nose go unnaturally warm, you hurriedly lowered your head, burying your fingers in your tangled hair. You tried to keep your breathing even, but a sharp exhale still managed to escape your mouth, leaving Andrew speechless. Watching you silently struggle to keep emotions at bay, he wrung his hands in utter self-hate, standing up abruptly, turning away from you.

“…because I love you,” he yelped, turning back to face you, ripping his heart up into these four innocent words, which only made sense when they were spoken together. “So much…” he whispered, his hands behind his head. “How in hell can I love you both?… You’re going to tear me fucking apart!” he shouted at the top of his lungs, throwing his head back. You watched him, not emitting a sound, your eyes filled with what felt like acid. Pressing your lips tightly together, you closed your fluttering eyelids.

“I know that this wasn’t supposed to… We weren’t supposed to…” Andrew murmured barely audibly. “But…”

You heard yourself inhale spasmodically, as you gathered your strength and looked at him.

“But we did”, you finished for him, feeling the weight of the truth fall off your chest, heavy like an old graveyard stone. “Because that is what happens when you fuck around. You get attached to people. We both fucked up so bad…” you looked at him, meeting his downcast eyes, grief coloring them black. “I don’t want to do this, Andrew”, you bit your lip as hard as you could, keeping tears from rolling down your cheeks. ��You want to break, you break alone. I don’t want to be a part of this… this carnage”, your chest felt so tight, too tight to hold that blast of emotion you held caved in for so long. “I’m out. I don’t want to be your fake girlfriend anymore. You’re on your own now.”

When the echo of your words had finally died and the silence settled in, it came as deep and vast as an ocean, separating the two of you. The ocean, in which you both were drowning, and nobody was here to save you.

“We shouldn’t have met”, you caught yourself whisper, a bitter salty taste invading your mouth. “Not at this time. Maybe one day…” you slowly rose from your chair, looking at Andrew’s tear-stained face. “Maybe one day, years from now, we will meet again, somewhere far away from here, and then we will give it another shot. Real shot this time,” you wrapped your hands around his neck, burying your face in his collarbone. You felt him shudder as he pressed his body tightly to yours, hugging you with all his might, his eyelashes tickling the sensitive skin next to your ear.

“I love you, Y/N”, he repeated and his breath felt like a dagger, its blade carving his words into your heart.

“But you love her more,” you murmured back, an explosion going off in your chest at last, deadly in its silence.

Your cold cups of coffee bathed in bright rays of the Californian sun, witnesses to the soundless affliction, until Teddy came knocking on the door, bringing hotel maids with him as he entered. These two young women later washed them and stacked them away, burying the porcelain in the armor, along with the life-changing conversation they heard. The day came and went, busy and merry, in the city of angels.

The sun, tired and bleeding, peaked in between half-closed curtains, its rays creeping inside, strips of liquid gold illuminating your empty hotel room. You had to avert your eyes the moment you walked in, for the first time since this morning, blinded by their brilliance.

It was over. You no longer needed to play the hardest role you had ever taken on, because the show had finally come to an end. You could stop pretending now, when, ironically, you no longer needed to. That thin line between the stage and the reality had faded out, so leaving Andrew meant starting over, reinventing whatever was left of your life after he passed through.

You now knew why hurricanes were named after people.

Ellen’s show went well. It’s amazing how feather-light you felt after all the i’s were dotted and all the t’s were crossed earlier in the morning. You kept smiling at each other, kept laughing at Ellen’s comments, which were supposed to feel you uncomfortable, but failed to do so. You just stopped feeling things – everything except for that peacefulness that usually comes around once your fate is sealed. Still, you’d never admit it, even to yourself, but your eyes kept slipping in Andrew’s direction, taking mental photographs of his contagious smile, of the wrinkles in the corners of his eyes, of his messy hair, falling on his face, of those lines on his forehead, when he gave questions a proper thought…

God only knew when you were going to see him again.

Packing took you longer than you’d expected. Mostly because you wandered in your hotel room without purpose, feeling like a ghost, stuck in the place of a tragedy. Your flight to Paris was leaving early in the morning, so that was another reason for which you weren’t in any hurry.

Tony Kushner himself called you during Ellen’s show. It was a perfect timing, really. You answered his call, and he offered you a part in his play, right on the spot, with the whole world watching. When you said yes, you saw Andrew squirm and close his eyes – a brief moment of weakness – before he beamed at you, applauding and playing the role of a happy, proud boyfriend. You both saw bridges between the two of you burn bright red, and neither did anything about it. All was said and done, and you were now a bird set free.

Teddy stopped by at around nine, to see how you were holding up. You spent hours talking, drinking from the bottle of Martini that he brought, saying your goodbyes – he told you today that he wanted to retire. While at first you felt betrayed, then you understood. His kids needed him more than you did. People have been choosing other people over you a lot lately, and you couldn’t do a damn thing about it, except sucking it up and trying to live with it.

You closed the door behind Teddy at midnight, ready to go to bed. Your stomach growled as you passed the kitchen. You haven’t eaten today at all, the stress, all these crisis situations and difficult decisions making you forget about your body’s basic needs. You made your way to the kitchen space, thinking whether you should order room service, searching for a menu with your tired eyes… when some kind of a white box caught your attention.

Pierre Hermé, Paris, was written on the lid in simple, yet elegant black letters.

A dull pain stabbed your chest, as you carefully opened the box. Twenty-four perfectly round macarons stared at you, their colors almost shining in the darkness of the room. A small note lay on the arrangement, stark white, with only six words scribbled on it in a hurry.

I’m Nothing Without You, Bee’s Knees.

You closed your eyes, clutching the lid so tightly in your hands it elicited a moan, folding in two. God knows you tried to fight it. You really did your best. Still, this wasn’t enough. You couldn’t just pretend that you didn’t want him. That you didn’t love him. It’s him who didn’t love you enough. That was the truth.

Well, you could fuck the truth, now that it had already fucked you.

You suddenly realized your mind had been made up ages ago. You closed the box hurriedly, grabbed it and headed to your bedroom. Having dropped the macarons in your bag, you picked up the hotel phone from your nightstand, arranging for your luggage to be delivered directly to the airport tomorrow morning.

Slamming the phone back in its nest, you headed out of your room, stopping by the mirror and taking a look at yourself. Just as you thought, the little devils inside your head had lit up the fires in your eyes, impossible to put out.

If Brittnee couldn’t be proud of you for deciding to go to hell, she’d sure admire the way you went down – swinging.

The world was spinning before your eyes. Speeding cars batted their lights at you, as if they were in onto your little secret. Biting your lip, again and again, you silently prayed for the taxi driver to push the pedal to the metal, before you could change your mind.

You were tired and sore from the long day, but you didn’t care. You didn’t need sleep, you needed him. For just this once, you admitted it to yourself, and you were going to act on it.

You wanted Andrew Garfield, right here, right now. Wanted to feel his weight on top of you. The beads of sweat on his forehead to drop on your collarbones. You even wanted the ache that you knew the sunrise would bring, when you would have to leave him, and never come back.

This was the deal you made with yourself. Fair and square. The deal you’d rather die than break.

The car came to a complete stop unexpectedly. Everything was happening too fast for you to keep track, to fast for you to make smart decisions. After you handed the driver a fifty, you stumbled out of the car, pouring rain soaking your clothes through in a matter of seconds. As you stood in the street, taking in Andrew’s house, the taxi disappeared in the wake of the street, together with your last chance of getting away.

Andrew’s place was surprisingly immense, most of its walls plates of solid glass, illuminated from the inside. At least, he was home. This thought warmed up your chest and pushed you forward, your feet numb and cold. Your wet hair sticking to your face, your eyelashes heavy with water, you advanced, trying hard to make out the steps, leading to his door.

Your blouse and the suit you were wearing became heavy, as rain whipped you mercilessly, slapping your cheeks and shoulders. You couldn’t wait to take your clothes off, strip down to your underwear, to feel light again. But the minute you froze in front of his door, all the adrenaline seemed to evaporate off your body.

What the fuck are you doing here, you pressed your palms to your temples in desperation, as your mind tried to dominate over your heart one last time. He doesn’t love you. He never will. He…

“Y/N?!” the door to the house flew open all of the sudden, as you stood there, hugging yourself, trying to keep warm. Andrew, wearing grey sweats and a plain white t-shirt, let his eyes roam over your wet, cold body – his observation only lasted a second before he grabbed your arm and practically dragged you inside, closing the door. “What are you doing here? And at this hour?” his warm, rough hands cupped your face, as he looked down on you in disbelief. “I saw you get out of that cab… Come on, let’s get you warm,” he let go of your face and you almost whimpered, losing his heat. Walking right on the small puddles of water, formed by your dripping attire, he took your hand, leading you deeper into the house.

The living room he took you to was dim. He motioned towards the burning fireplace, as if telling you to move closer to it. With a look of concentration on his face, he disappeared behind bathroom doors, coming out with a towel in each hand. Before you could as much as clear your throat, he wrapped one of them around your shoulders, coming dangerously close.

You looked into his eyes, framed by impossibly long eyelashes. Chocolate, wrapped in black paper.

“Um, here, take this one, too”, he let go of you, handing you the second towel. He sat back next to you, watching you, obviously bewildered.

“Nice place you have here,” you commented in a low voice, looking around, clutching the soft towel close to your wet clothes. He didn’t answer, just kept looking at you, still amused at your nighttime visit. “Did I wake you?” you asked, your voice and body trembling.

“I’m going to get you a hot tea. Would you like that?” he rose back to his feet, ready to fetch the hot liquid. “You didn’t wake me,” he added, noticing your expectant stare. “I couldn’t sleep”.

“Neither could I…” you whispered to yourself, standing up. From the corner of your eyes you noticed shadows dancing on the walls of the room, as you moved towards him, the towel falling down at your feet…

The only source of light in the room was the fireplace, so you could barely make out your surroundings. Rain dropped heavily on the ground outside, its pounding deafening now, as you stepped closer to the owner of the house.

Andrew’s eyes seemed so big and deep now, you could easily drown, their sparkling surface luring you in. He bit his lower lip slowly, looking at you, unblinking, trying to read you, trying to figure out what was on your mystery mind this time… You brought your cold fingers to his cheek, slowly stroking his skin… He knew what you wanted. He didn’t need to guess this time.

Your fingers caught sparks as he leaned his face into your palm, closing his eyelids. As you ran your other hand through his mane of soft brown hair, bringing him closer, so that your rugged breaths were mingling together, he opened his eyes. They were glassy, his irises indistinct… Looking like burning rooms filled with dense smoke.

“Y/N, if I kiss you now…” he whispered, and you felt every letter he pronounced touch your lips. “I’m afraid I won’t be able to stop.”

Bare millimeters were separating your lips now. You felt your nipples harden at his words, and it startled you. He was watching you, letting you make the decision that would send you both in a place from which neither of you would be able to come back the people you were before. You would die before you’d let him know what a struggle it was, this balancing on the edge, and still appearing calm. You tried to move your hands, now settled on his broad shoulders, but they didn’t even tremble, as if tied to his body with invisible threads.

“Then… Don’t”, you could barely hear yourself say, before his lips found yours. It was there and then that you knew. You could play a million roles, turn hundred and fifty and visit every country in the world, nothing else would ever provoke that weightlessness in your stomach, that tantalizing soft sensation, grazing your mouth, that trembling in your knees… Nothing at all, but the masterful movements of his lips.

Andrew kissed you like there was no tomorrow, like now and here was all you had. His strong and gentle hands did not miss a millimeter of your skin, caressing your nape as he deepened the kiss, his tongue sliding along your lower lip, tasting you, conquering you little by little… Your hair came slipping in between your mouths, as he sucked on your lower lip, gently. You moaned as he buried his hands in your lush, soaked hair, pulling just enough for you to feel that spring tighten a little in your lower stomach.

He opened your blouse slowly, twisting each button with his fingers, their tips dancing along your breastbone. Then, all of the sudden, his raw lips were gone, as he distanced himself, drinking you in with his eyes. Your blouse fell open, your underwear now showing.

Your black lacy lingerie enhanced your femininity, while the hard, purely masculine suit denied it… Getting another torturous eyeful, Andrew leaned forward and kissed you again, with more fervor this time. He knew what he was doing as his mouth explored the valley in between your breasts, your heart beating frantically, making your whole body shudder under his kisses, his tongue skimming over your bones. His hands were now gripping your hips so hard, his fingers were sure to leave bruises the morning after, a sweet and painful reminder of what you’ve done.

You slipped the T-shirt he wore over his head, pressing your forehead against his immediately after, you fingernails scratching his naked chest. His kisses leaving burns along your jawline, he lifted you up easily, allowing you to wrap your legs around his waist. You heard him sigh as his hips crashed into yours, before he lowered you on the ground by the fire, hovering over you. So close… Your bodies were in sync, perfectly aligned now. You felt his heartbeat against yours, your ribcages being the only things separating them from becoming one. His hands slid down your thighs as he propped himself up, getting rid of your pants and underwear… You made short work of his sweatpants, kissing his torso, his taste forever engraved in your lips…

At last, he entered you, his lips grazing your earlobe as you closed your eyes, your soft breath dissolving into the heated air of the room. Pushing your knees up higher, he drove himself deeper into you, every thrust making the tingling inside of you grow.

This was your love affair. Wordless, silky, flustered and seemingly eternal…

When you thought you couldn’t take it anymore, you came all around him, screaming his name, riding out your orgasm. You felt him ejaculate inside of you, right before the second wave of pleasure rolled over your body, making you bite his shoulder, your eyelids fluttering.

He kissed your eyes, watching your beautiful face. Then he pressed his lips to yours, this kiss unbearably fragile, an aftertaste of all the sensations combined… Under his weight you felt warm and protected and stoned… The feeling you’d trade for nothing in the world.

He rolled off you, careful not to crush you. His hands wrapped around your slick body, his lips placing a kiss on your sweaty forehead…

In that moment, you were infinite.

You both just lay there, listening to the raindrops, still crushing on the ground outside. You savored this moment, yet the emptiness in your chest was growing, no matter how far you tried to push it. Even if you knew what was coming, you still weren’t prepared for it.

Andrew’s breathing eventually became regular, as exhaustion closed his eyelids. He fell asleep, holding you in his arms. Tears accumulating in the corners of your eyes, you kissed him on the lips one last time, before carefully detangling yourself from his gorgeous warm body.

You got dressed as quickly as you could, your clothes still wet and clinging to your skin. Grabbing his sweater, lying on the sofa, you threw it over your wet blouse. Picking your bag off the floor, you gave him one last look before walking out of his house, and out of his life, for good.

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Skincare Review: La Solution 10 De Chanel

I had forgotten how much I like this rich, instantly-soothing face cream from Chanel. It contains just ten ingredients (hence the Solution 10) and has been carefully and cleverly formulated so that it’s suitable for even the most sensitive skin. No fragrance (a rarity in Chanel’s skincare line-up), no mineral oil and a preservative that’s generally well-tolerated make this really quite a sensible moisturiser.

I’ve been using Solution 10 after my retinol trials – slathering it on as a kind of buffer if things get too heated – and it is gentle, calming and surprisingly fast-acting. And after a bit of a misguided experiment with some glycolic acid the other week (don’t ask), Solution 10 was one of the only things that genuinely put out the proverbial fire.

Now I’ll admit that I’ve dithered over posting this review – Solution 10 costs £62 and there are loads of more affordable creams that do a great job of soothing and helping to strengthen fragile, sensitised skin. But I have been reaching for this product again and again, over and above my usual soothing suspects, and so I think that it deserves a fair mention.

La Solution 10 de Chanel is aimed at skin that’s sensitive – whether temporarily (mine) or more permanently – and aims to be at the same time highly effective and universally well-tolerated. Again, you don’t need to spend over sixty quid to get a taste of those qualities (I need only point you in the direction of La Roche-Posay’s Toleriane creams) but I do think that Chanel have put together an effective skin-soother. And for those who love to treat themselves to luxury skincare but wish to avoid the tonnes of fragrance and (sometimes dubious) hero ingredients, I think that it’s a really solid buy.

My over-enthusiastic retinol-testing programme has sometimes left me with quite dry, tight skin – sometimes itchy, too – and Chanel’s Solution 10 has been the cream I’ve most often used as a remedy. It’s slightly more robust and dense than the Toleriane fluid I keep on permanent bathroom standby – perhaps due to the shea butter extract – but I don’t find it at all heavy or cloying. Just instantly calming and very capable in the moisturising department.

When my skin is sensitive I tend to see a sort of chain reaction, one that gets worse if I don’t quickly break the pattern. It starts with some kind of mishap (usually involving a peel or a face mask that I forget to rinse off) and then my skin just has a complete breakdown whenever it hits the slightest bump in the road. Sometimes, if I don’t nip it all in the bud, there’s a dramatic showdown complete with spots, flaky patches and a twenty-minute firework display, but I usually manage to do my damage control before that happens…

Anyway; sensitive skin creams. If they’re good ones then they not only soothe and moisturise, they help the skin to protect itself so that it doesn’t become fragile and even more prone to reacting to things. Chanel Solution 10 ticks all of these boxes and then some – a rich formula without grease, a fast-acting calming action and no unnecessary bells and whistles. Then there’s the fact that it’s Chanel and has – rightly or wrongly – all of the feel-good, treat-to-self, luxury label vibes.

So yes, you can get the same sort of moisturising, strengthening, soothing effect with creams from brands like CeraVe, Avene and La Roche-Posay. But if you’re in the market for luxury skincare and really must buy something with that designer label stuck to it, then you’d probably do yourself a favour if you skipped the over-fragranced pots of fancy cream and went for this one instead. Sensibly packaged, thoughtfully formulated, I think I actually might buy a replacement when this one finally runs out. And that’s saying something.

Chanel Solution 10 is £62 at Boots here* and Feelunique here*.

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Homeopathic Remedies For Renal Stone Problems & 5 Reasons It Is Why Women Must Consult An Urologist!

Dealing with renal stone issues with the usage of the Homeopathic treatment. Renal stones or renal calculi routinely propose stones in the urinary framework. These are extremely stores or minerals that structure wherever in the urinary framework ie the kidney or the bladder or the urethra. Renal stones can be through and through anguishing. The wretchedness is typically felt in the lower stomach area or lower back which is the kidney locale. In conditions where there is some deterrent of the urinary tract, there might be monstrosity in the kidney region. Blasting or bother might be felt while urinating. In allopathy, there is no known treatment for renal stones or renal calculi close to surgery. From one point of view, getting a surgery fuses a tremendous measure of excited and physical driving forward.

Berberis Vulgaris mother tincture: It is a champion among other Homeopathic responses for renal stones on the left side. On the off chance that the renal stone or renal math is in left half of the body, Berberis Vulgaris, the homeopathic arrangement is more than committed to discharge the stone. There is sore harmed anguish in the kidney area. There may in like way be deadness or faithfulness in the kidney region, all the more so at a young hour in the day. A trademark sensation is the sputtering vibe that is pestered by meandering or some other headway. The anguish stretches out from the back to the bladder of the urinary domain. Berberis vulgaris mother tincture and moreover in the potentised structure can be utilized for the treatment of renal stones.

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Sarsaparilla: One of the best Homeopathic responses for renal stones with white sand in pee. While Lycopodium attempts to an extraordinary degree well in patients that have red sand in pee, Sarsaparilla is extensively more suited to patients that have white buildup in pee. There is superb torment toward the complete of pee. There is additionally impacting and cutting in the urethra after pee. Pee goes in a stream that is slight and delicate.

Benzoic Acid: One of the best Homeopathic solutions for renal stones with incredible smell in pee

In patients where the pee has unprecedented loathsome smell, homeopathic cure Benzoic dangerous is a to an awesome degree imperative response for renal stones or renal calculi. The pee is dull cocoa in shading and is reliably alterable in shading. The technique for this Homeopathic pharmaceutical is with the true objective that it is by and large suited for uric dangerous stones or calculi. It can discharge the stones and control the uric ruinous levels in the human body. If you wish to discuss a specific issue, you can guide a Homeopath.

Dealing with renal stone issues with the usage of the Homeopathic treatment. Renal stones or renal calculi routinely propose stones in the urinary framework. These are extremely stores or minerals that structure wherever in the urinary framework ie the kidney or the bladder or the urethra. Renal stones can be out and out anguishing. The wretchedness is typically felt in the lower stomach locale or lower back which is the kidney region. In conditions where there is some obstruction of the urinary tract, there might be tremendousness in the kidney region. Blasting or burden might be felt while urinating. In allopathy, there is no known treatment for renal stones or renal calculi adjacent to surgery. From one point of view, getting a surgery fuses an enormous measure of excited and physical enduring.

Berberis Vulgaris mother tincture: It is a champion among other Homeopathic responses for renal stones on the left side. In the event that the renal stone or renal math is in left half of the body, Berberis Vulgaris, the homeopathic arrangement is more than committed to purge the stone. There is sore harmed anguish in the kidney region. There may in like way be deadness or steadfastness in the kidney area, all the more so at a young hour in the day. A trademark sensation is the sputtering vibe that is troubled by meandering or some other headway. The anguish stretches out from the back to the bladder of the urinary domain. Berberis vulgaris mother tincture and moreover in the potentised structure can be utilized for the treatment of renal stones.

Cantharis: One of the best Homeopathic meds for renal stones or renal calculi with fuming in pee. Sometimes, where there happens to be dead serious blasting on the urethra at the period of pee, Cantharis happens to be a psyche boggling homeopathic prescription. Every so often the torment is depicted as cutting anguish. There is incredible engaging urinating. Another trademark indication of this cure is the dynamic need to urinate.

Sarsaparilla: One of the best Homeopathic responses for renal stones with white sand in pee. While Lycopodium attempts to an awesome degree well in patients that have red sand in pee, Sarsaparilla is extensively more suited to patients that have white deposit in pee. There is incredible torment toward the complete of pee. There is in addition impacting and cutting in the urethra after pee. Pee goes in a stream that is slight and delicate.

Benzoic Acid: One of the best Homeopathic remedies for renal stones with preposterous smell in pee

In patients where the pee has exceptional repulsive smell, homeopathic cure Benzoic dangerous is a to an extraordinary degree imperative response for renal stones or renal calculi. The pee is dull cocoa in shading and is reliably alterable in shading. The technique for this Homeopathic pharmaceutical is with the true objective that it is out and out suited for uric ruinous stones or calculi. It can discharge the stones and control the uric ruinous levels in the human body. If you wish to discuss a specific issue, you can guide a Homeopath.

Dealing with renal stone issues with the use of the Homeopathic treatment. Renal stones or renal calculi routinely propose stones in the urinary framework. These are exceptionally stores or minerals that structure wherever in the urinary framework ie the kidney or the bladder or the urethra. Renal stones can be by and large anguishing. The hopelessness is regularly felt in the lower stomach locale or lower back which is the kidney region. In conditions where there is some prevention of the urinary tract, there might be giganticness in the kidney zone. Blasting or burden might be felt while urinating. In allopathy, there is no known treatment for renal stones or renal calculi next to surgery. From one point of view, getting a surgery consolidates a gigantic measure of energetic and physical driving forward.

Berberis Vulgaris mother tincture: It is a champion among other Homeopathic responses for renal stones on the left side. On the off chance that the renal stone or renal math is in left half of the body, Berberis Vulgaris, the homeopathic arrangement is more than committed to exhaust the stone. There is sore harmed anguish in the kidney region. There may in like way be deadness or steadiness in the kidney region, all the more so at a young hour in the day. A trademark sensation is the sputtering vibe that is troubled by meandering or some other headway. The anguish stretches out from the back to the bladder of the urinary region. Berberis vulgaris mother tincture and moreover in the potentised structure can be utilized for the treatment of renal stones.

Cantharis: One of the best Homeopathic meds for renal stones or renal calculi with fuming in pee. Sometimes, where there happens to be totally serious blasting on the urethra at the period of pee, Cantharis happens to be a brain boggling homeopathic prescription. Now and again the torment is depicted as cutting anguish. There is brilliant engaging urinating. Another trademark indication of this cure is the dynamic need to urinate.

Sarsaparilla: One of the best Homeopathic responses for renal stones with white sand in pee. While Lycopodium attempts to an incredible degree well in patients that have red sand in pee, Sarsaparilla is significantly more suited to patients that have white deposit in pee. There is great torment toward the complete of pee. There is besides impacting and cutting in the urethra after pee. Pee goes in a stream that is slight and fragile.

Benzoic Acid: One of the best Homeopathic medicines for renal stones with over the top scent in pee

In patients where the pee has phenomenal horrendous fragrance, homeopathic cure Benzoic ruinous is a to an extraordinary degree critical response for renal stones or renal calculi. The pee is dull cocoa in shading and is reliably alterable in shading. The technique for this Homeopathic pharmaceutical is with the ultimate objective that it is by and large suited for uric damaging stones or calculi. It can exhaust the stones and control the uric dangerous levels in the human body. In case you wish to discuss a specific issue, you can guide a Homeopath.

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Dr. Piyush Varshney

MBBS, MS - General Surgery, MCh - Urology

Urologist, Delhi

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5 Reasons It Is Why Women Must Consult An Urologist!

There is a predominant misguided judgment that gynecologists are for ladies what urologists are for men. Be that as it may, urologists additionally manage certain ladies related medical problems. These incorporate overactive bladder, pelvic organ prolapse, and urinary incontinence.

Following are the 5 focuses which each female should know:

Ladies once in a while pee in their jeans as well: A larger part of the female populace in the vicinity of 40 and 60 experience the ill effects of either pressure incontinence (when you hack, wheeze or snicker) or earnestness incontinence (spilling when you need to go seriously). Urologists need you to realize that there are less obtrusive choices and medicines accessible to treat this issue.

Perceive pelvic organ prolapse: This condition is characterized by a touch of bladder, rectal, or uterine tissue protruding into your vagina. A urologist can furnish non-obtrusive alternatives to manage this.

Age-related components influence the two people: Right around the time when menopause and andropause strike, changing hormone levels influence the pelvic floor, bladder, urethra, and vagina in ladies causing issues like urinary tract contamination and incontinence. These conditions are adequately treated by a urologist who can likewise test for hidden conditions like a kidney stone, polyp, or tumor in extreme cases.

An overactive bladder is more typical than you might suspect: Around 40% ladies need to hit the washroom consistently inferable from this. Basic way of life changes like bringing down the admission of caffeine and liquor, in blend with pelvic floor activities can take care of the issue.

Pelvic agony: If it isn't gynecology then it is urology. A general torment in the pelvic locale triggers a visit to the gynecologist first for most women.From menstrual spasms to ovarian blisters, the majority of this may well be dealt with by your gynecologist as well. Be that as it may, when the standard guilty parties are not the reason for your uneasiness, it's an opportunity you get the urology perspective analyzed altogether as well.

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